I am out of practice.
I have no idea what to do with this here, with ... this.
So I think I'm going to stop deleting things I think and type and just...
Just go?
I'm wearing a bird earring. It's cool.
I give my Saturdays to my cello, and I don't regret it at all. I love it. I need more practice, but I love it.
Spending so much time with my cello makes me think of things I sometimes wish I could do better.
Like blog.
And stay in touch.
And put things in their proper places.
And own a bicycle.
Know what I miss? Film. I did a semester of photo in high school. I had black and white film and a single lens reflex camera. It went places with me, in much the same way my moleskin does now. (I know the brand is Moleskine.)
It was really relaxing for me to hang out in the darkroom. Especially at the end of the year, when all the assignments were done, and I had a bunch of leftover photo paper and old negatives, and more experience and stuff. And it was quiet in there.
I like the quiet.
And I don't much mind being alone.
Nor do I mind people. I can't, with a family as large and as loud as my own.
I love my family.
I'm exhausted.
How are you, how have you been? Really. I'd love to hear the answer(s) to that question.
PS: I heard the goundhog predicted an early spring. Today felt like spring. I loved it.
